📍 Delhi, India ; I write | STORIES & POEMS | 💮 " Don't be a writer; be writing." MY WORK IS PART FICTION, PART A QUESTION.
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📍 Delhi, India ; I write | STORIES & POEMS | 💮 " Don't be a writer; be writing." MY WORK IS PART FICTION, PART A QUESTION.
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• . Fears are so real Unlike strengths That only subject souls to keep going Aren't we all meant to go still sometimes too Then why the fears we've are so ill-reputed among us. • Fears are so full of life Unlike precisions That knows all the time all the ways Aren't we all meant to walk through the dark space, maybe stumble too Then why the fears we've are so conventionalised among us. • // Close your eyes Be as vulnerable as you can See who are hiding behind that door Maybe go towards them too Don't let 'what-ifs' restrain you And maybe if you do so You might be able to bring them forward too To the world; which is yours yet theirs. _________________________
// T I M E T R A V E L And the hummings of your soul! They reach out to me before they travel across your body to beg for your leniency. It feels as if they're asking me for the definition of their existence, which you has denied to. They look for acceptance, free from any guilt . I'm all here by the way, for them, for you, for ever. The music of your soul constantly asks for the lyrical definition of them, but you even keep away from listening to them. But don't you worry, I've written some for them. But I ain't sure if they fit best with the music yet or not. I'm doing my work, maybe it's gonna take time. But, for your assurance, I'll keep playing them until they feel right and good to you. I'd try best to bring them to the free world, the world full of vulnerabilities, the world full of excitement, the world full of contentment. And maybe if you want, try listening them. But you'll need to time travel for that. You'll find them along with me, back in the time when you were more free, less worried, more willing to trust, less trying to disguise feelings. But you'll need to sit in the time travel machine yourself, I can't help you with that, for I'm already in the past, But trust me, as soon as you sit in, you're gonna reach to me. I'll be standing right there to receive you, with my hand stretched out towards you. Maybe hold it? And if that happens I'm gonna take to you to places, where you can find your broken pieces. We'll tape them, together. And as soon as we do that, we'll come back here, to the present, the present where I'll re-hope to be with you. Maybe stay? No? I know I fear flying. But if you hold my hand, I'll do that too. _____________________________________________ Pic credits: @artsy #ttt #writersofinstagram #instapoet #igpoetry #illustration #wordgasm #wordporn #poetryporn #creativewriting #writingcommunity #qotd #quote #wr #wordporn #igindia #igwriters #poetry #instawriters #writersofig #writersofindia #igwriters #artlixirpoetry #writersofindia #writersoninstagram #makeblackoutpoetry #instagood #instalikes #followforlike #writing #writinglife #writerslife
// A L T E R N A T I V E Alternatives always scare me. It brings me back to the fact that this world is full of choices, that there are as many options beside one, that sooner or later most of us would be left by one or the other. So, when you said that day that I'm so special for you, I felt I really was. But you know I'm a reflex thinker, so at the back of my head I always knew that I'm, like everyone else, the temporary special. But i've this understanding with me that even if there's a 0.001% chance with someone you love, you stay. No matter how much it frightens you at many points of that phase, you still stand there, just because that 0.001% of chance is the hope that the love could be saved. You ultimately did what's 'human' but I always tried saving it because I had once somewhere heard this, maybe in some daily soap, that the person who loves more always possess lesser authority and powers in comparison to the one who loves with the flow. I don't know how i cultivated this thing in me, maybe because I've always seen beyond a moment, I can travel through a conversation while it's still happening, so that's why I knew that I'm the one who needs to do the work. But again, I can't work inside someone's mind, so when you were about to leave I knew it way before. So, It did hurt when you actually left our home with all of your possessions, except me, I cried. I cried although I knew that your percentage of leaving me anytime was always much higher than my tiny hope. But you know what, although I knew everything from the day one, it still did hurt. ________________________________________ Pic credits: @artsy
Decision-making hasn't been my biggest fear for no reason. I always refrain from making them but I always knew I need to make one in our case for sure. Since I know you I've known you for a person of worth and obviously otherwise I wouldn't have fallen for you. I'm super picky, the slightest idea of which never even waved past you. So when people say journey is even more beautiful than the destination, I don't just listen it, I can feel it. The day, the night, the present, the past, everywhere . I don't know if your arrival was my fortune or misfortune but I embrace each moment, memory of you. And you know what's my life's biggest problem: that I understand human psychology. So, the day it all "finished" I knew the reasons, very clearly. I knew it had to. So I did. I executed what my brain planned, I self directed and acted in our movie. I knew the beginnings, I knew the moments, I knew the tragedies, I knew the climax, I even knew the "not-so-happily-everafter". So now when I cry at night, I don't know if i should pity myself or I should hate myself. I've found a hundred reasons to hate myself but I've miserably failed in finding even a single reason to hate you. And so when people ask me about my fear of this "decision making", I've a clear word for them- irony.
Pain is so ill framed by almost all of us as something we need to get rid of soonest possible. As happiness is meant to give us life to the full, so is pain. The image distortion is the culprit, I guess. Pain always enters as some demon while happiness comes dressed up as some pretty angel. Ahead or behind, everything is gonna land us to the place as per our openess towards them. Being vulnerable to emotions is the key; if we let our souls feel everything as per potential, we're gonna fly high and reach the ultimate ground of maturity. And that's where liveliness is waiting for us. Who told you journeys are meant to be smooth; it's the landing which should be! ________________________________________ #ttt #writersofinstagram #instapoet #igpoetry #illustration #wordgasm #wordporn #poetryporn #creativewriting #writingcommunity #qotd #quote #wr #wordporn #igindia #igwriters #poetry #instawriters #writersofig #writersofindia #igwriters #artlixirpoetry #writersofindia #writersoninstagram #makeblackoutpoetry #instagood #instalikes #followforlike #writing #writinglife #writerslife
WAIT// ________________________________________________ And you'll chase the one who'll never stop or slow his/her pace for you And you'll cry for hours for the one who'll never care even a bit for you And you'll look for love from the one who is never going to be interested in giving it to you • And you'll never look backwards to see the one who's running behind And you'll never let your eyes see the one wiping your tears And you'll never be interested in the love of the giver • And even if The one for whom you crave badly,crave that much or maybe even more for you Words will fall short everytime Courage will be lost everytime Eyes will disguise feelings everytime Feet will step back everytime Hands will tremble everytime And Everytime is the time until you find someone really meant to be FOR YOU & Who will Complete your sentences Find your courage Correct your vision Bring you forward Hold your hands Until then WAIT . . #instagrammers #bloggers #writers #poems #poetry #poetryisntdead #poemsporn #writersofinstagram #poetsofig #instagood #instalikes #instagrammers #writers #poets #poetess #poetsofig #poetsofinstagram #poemsporn #positivevibes #poems #wordporn #wordgasm #writersofinstagram #likeforlike #instagood #instadaily #thinkers_and_writers #theumbrellastories #storyinsidepoetry #poetryisntdeaditsbeautiful
METAMORPHOSING EYES Serene room Bringing noise Two people silent Crying within Wandering minds Inside Stiff bodies Staring each other Scattering unconsciousness Crying for death Crying with life One chair and a long scarf Yelling for support From fan Slammed by life Fell down Rose within Long scarf brought to use Not by death But by life Wiping tears Hurting eyes Cramping lashes Hope ignited Decided to cry One last time The last time Curving lips Now upward with Wet eyes But now For a change Wet signified ......................... COURAGE & DETERMINATION ............................. • • • #instagrammers #writers #poets #poetess #poetsofig #poetsofinstagram #poemsporn #positivevibes #poems #wordporn #wordgasm #writersofinstagram #likeforlike #instagood #instadaily #thinkers_and_writers #theumbrellastories #storyinsidepoetry #poetryisntdeaditsbeautiful
Souls are fragile. Each one, everywhere. And what more than of we humans; we all are cracked within. And you know what's even more saddening: that we fear even applying ointment to those cracks. It's maybe because we're afraid of giving those portions of us again to anyone new. We fear trusting, once we've been cheated. We fear loving, once we have been unloved suddenly out of no known reason. The crack we've inside is so open in our heart that we fear landing anyone untrusted into it. We fear what if that person hits the same wound, we fear what if the person doesn't keep away from that painful area. And in midst of these fears we forget, what if the person takes care of the wound in a way we never thought of, what if that person heals the pain for ever. It's true that once a part is deeply wounded it's hard to recover it to its former form, but at least the pain would be erased, if not the mark. We need to understand that being vulnerable is no weakness, that opening up with your fears is no shame or cowardly, that letting someone heal you shouldn't be any predetermined failure. So let your souls take the risk based on their intuition. *Trusting before verifying* is indeed unworthy of your time, but if you feel it, let it. Soul never lies. _______________________________________ #yourquote #quote #stories #qotd #quoteoftheday #wordporn #quotestagram #wordswag #wordsofwisdom #inspirationalquotes #writeaway #thoughts #poetry #instawriters #writersofinstagram #writersofig #writersofindia #igwriters #igwritersclub
______________________________________________ .......So, as he whispered in her ears, "I wanna be with you forever", her heartbeats quivered hopelessly. The chapped brown lips sounded as if gulping something deep hard. The wrath dancing of her red nostrils sensed an approaching threat towards eyes, but it was too late as the teary fluid had already made its way through. Pushing them aside, she raised the curtain of her eyes. While she lifted the weakness off her, she knew she'll have to inhale more, for her destiny had chosen none but her to break own heart. As the responsible breath made its way, the lips knew they couldn't leave the work undone. And so she turned herself towards him and decided to firstly smile the last smile. Somehow, he already knew that she had made herself stronger than she actually was needed. As he held her hand, it almost made her soul ready to let go of that lingering tension, but it wasn't going to happen because the only letting go she had learned all these years was out of love and not of her responsibilities. And so she gently moved her lips into words which said, " Don't make me lose." As soon as his brain got the message out of those gentle movements of her lips, he knew he'll now have to let go of her hand and her life too. ______________________________________________ That day the universe learned a new kind of love which made the two part ways, not because there wasn't anything left but because there was "too" much of it, that the world couldn't swallow. #innervoicewf
. . . . _____________________________ THE FEEBLE CONVERSATION ______________________________ Words are heaven, words are hell The one who is all ears gets them, even if you don't tell, Symbols come even more potent They make you cry with an ever-lasting contempt, Who created such barriers which usher to utter disdain Why such communication? Why such pain? Complications of the process segregates the soul Never comes the opportunity and eyes keep smearing with kohl Who's right? Who's wrong? Well it's not even a debate, so let's just hit the bong . _________________________________________ #ttt #writersofinstagram #instapoet #igpoetry #illustration #wordgasm #wordporn #poetryporn #creativewriting #writingcommunity #qotd #quote #wr #wordporn #igindia #igwriters #poetry #instawriters #writersofig #writersofindia #igwriters #artlixirpoetry #writersofindia #writersoninstagram #makeblackoutpoetry #instagood #instalikes #followforlike #writing #writinglife #writerslife
. . || . अपनी धड़कने खुद ही गिनो तुम्हारी अपनी हैं ये, इन्हें यूँ ना बेघर करो जिस दिन हर-कुछ खोकर दूर भी हो जाएगा बिना फरियाद करे साथ ये दिल ही तो निभाएगा इस दिल में कितने ही अपना वजूद छोड़े जागेँगे कितनो को समझाओगे, सब एक-न-एक दिन मुँह मोड़ जाएँगे मलाल रखने के लिए तो ये जिस्म जाना जाता है कम-से-कम इन धड़कनो को तो समेट लो, बाकी सब तो बस छूट ही जाता है रूह अगर पाक है हर जायज़ तोहफा मिल जाएगा नहीं तो कितनी ही जद्यो-जहद करलो सब हाथ से फिसल ही जाएगा अपने मन के साथ वफा करलो, ये बहुत कदर करेगा यकीन मानो, ये बाकियों की तरह उसके सबूत की आरजू भी न रखेगा जिंदगी इतनी भी बुरी नहीं जी-भर जी लो इसे, हर बार तुम्हारी ये सुनेगी नहीं . मौके तो हाथ से निकल जाने के लिए ही अक्सर नजर आतें हैं मगर इन्हे गुजरते भी सलाम कर दो, क्योंकि कई बार दर्द भी बहुत कुछ सिखा जाते हैं . हर बार की तरह उस दर्द को दिल से न लगाना क्योंकि हर इंसान नहीं चाहता ये दिल दुखाना कुछ तो बस सच कह जाते हैं हाँ ये अलग बात है, कि सबसे ज्यादा दर्द कुछ सच्चाई में लिपटे दिल ही दे जाते हैं || . . . . ______________________________________________ #ttt #writersofinstagram #instapoet #igpoetry #illustration #wordgasm #wordporn #poetryporn #creativewriting #writingcommunity #qotd #quote #wr #wordporn #igindia #igwriters #poetry #instawriters #writersofig #writersofindia #igwriters #artlixirpoetry #writersofindia #writersoninstagram #makeblackoutpoetry #instagood #instalikes #followforlike #writing #writinglife #writerslife
. . Sometimes I feel like lost Neither misery nor any bliss could accost Emptiness lingers somewhere inside Unseen any stress seem to reside The feel of something is soaken Dead is its former token Wax of stubbornness of one ear Deep breaths led the other hear But The regret isn't the act The regret was the delay The regret will be the not-done replay ____________________________________________ #ttt #writersofinstagram #instapoet #igpoetry #illustration #wordgasm #wordporn #poetryporn #creativewriting #writingcommunity #qotd #quote #wr #wordporn #igindia #igwriters #poetry #instawriters #writersofig #writersofindia #igwriters #artlixirpoetry #writersofindia #writersoninstagram #makeblackoutpoetry #instagood #instalikes #followforlike #writing #writinglife #writerslife
// Striding to a new path with gentility Every slight noise made her turn back in ambiguity New turns brought her new fears Fears not the real ones But the implanted ones Not even in hers But in theirs mind She wasn't scary But people were scared of her Such was the beauty of courage she conveyed The typical approach to a fear is what she frightened Otherwise it's the only thing which actually gave her a strength strickened Majority is what she learnt makes "men" move fearlessly But to a minority like her, they seemed like just those humans who scared themselves for the queen she embraced recklessly Urgh! The stares at first were bothering But as the steps gained pace, they moved aside keeping wondering All she learnt was Whether being in a company or aloneness She's meant to move constantly. // . ____________________________________ #wordporn #igindia #igwriters #inspirationalquotes #thoughts #poetry #instawriters #writersofig #writersofindia #igwriters #igwritersclub #artlixirpoetry #writers_of_instagram #writersofindia #writersoninstagram #makeblackoutpoetry #instagood #instalikes #followforlike #writing #writinglife #writerslife #writershub #writersround #writerslove #writerstears #writersgram #writersofinstagram #instalikes #writerscorner #poemsporn
Every life must have a goal; the definition of a goal maybe different for everybody, but there must be one for it. . Oftentimes, we realise this but with that a confusion also persists in us and that's of: "HOW SHOULD ONE PLAN HIS/HER LIFE?" . Like really! How do you decide that? . One of the ways is: TRY; try what your instincts feel captivating. According to your personality, there must be a wide range of choices available to you and you also, most probably, would be aware of that. So, All you need to do is TRY. It isn't that complicated; we always have the time to think for ourselves, don't we? Yes! I admit that the matter of the fact is that we do that only. So, this time, try providing actions to your thoughts. Nobody's going to have a flower field to walk through the harsh surface of life ; and even if one is going to have it, the inclusion of thorns would be an obvious thing, most of the times. . And when you would feel those thorns down your feet, you would feel as if it's not your way and you've taken it mistakenly. But you need to understand that things are initially going to be this way only and instead of running away, you must keep moving forward. Some plans will work, some will ruin you temporarily but at the end of the day, you will find your pick definitely. . Remember, whenever you go for clothes shopping, you see a lot of choices around you and most of them attracts you, which brings the shit lot of confusion in you but hey! that surely doesn't mean that you'll go away of the thought of shopping, right? You'll have to make a choice by doing a lot of brainstorming. But this alone isn't going to bring the needed results, you also, at the same time, need to TRY some of them, before you judge them, right? . Maybe you'll reject some of the options which initially attracted to you, Maybe you'll purchase something you didn't even like at first but ended up trying them because of somebody's persistence, Maybe you'll buy something you placed your eyes on the very moment you arrived there. . ANYTHING can happen, all you need to do is TRY first. Accordingly you'll get to know what fits you best and THAT would be your choice.
// I wanna say; say something which most probably I'd never say. . I fear; fear from the thought of going away from you, even when I know I'm not there even today. . I smile; smile when I see you smiling, even when I know you cannot look back. . I try; try to give you the best possible, even when I know you cannot accept. . I care; care even when I know you fear feeling that. . I hope; hope that something impossible could really be i-m-possible, even when I know it's just a saying. I love; love even when I know: This is a world I don't rule This is a world which believes in cliques This is a world reluctant to open eyes This is a world fearful of listening the truth This is a world revenging their held grudges This is a world repeating the happened This is a world Where you and I are individuals trying in an un-impactful manner. // . . . #instagrammers #writers #writersofinstagram #poetsofinstagram #poetryvibe #words #wordhour #wordporn #wordplay #wordgasm #writingislove #writersuniverse #poemsporn #instalove #instalikes